I haven't updated my journal since new years =A=
So I thought that it was time for a journal update
it's not like I have anything important to write but well whatever
( I'm sorry for the randomness .__.;; )

Anyways, my dog died this morning
I was crying like shit and my eyes are still kinda red right now TTATT
Hhuhuh I miss her already (yea she might be a little hyperactive but I love her so much)
I don't really want to write about the cause of her death because it might make me cry again OTL
So many bad things happen to me this month *EMO*
(oh august, why must you be so cruel to me SOB)
umm ok I'll just change the topic


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I'm having a little artblock these days.. and I can't think of any ideas of what to draw OTL
I really want to make something OMG SO AWESOME but everytime I try to do it I always ended up giving up (lol seriously what is wrong with me..)
can anyone give me any ideas of what to draw? D8
or maybe I'll be opening requests after I'm done with the art trades I owe to people =A=;;

I'll stop ranting for now..
and since I'm bored, I'll be making a kiriban pic for anyone who
gets it ofcourse
my kiriban shall be 20k lol (don't worry it's still a long way to go)